I Love You

1 years, 8 months and 3 days.. did we ended or should i say i was the one who asked for the break up, and i thought you would have rejected it, and you accepted it. i am fine with it because i would really love to see you be loved, cherish and respected in life. i would be very happy for you if someone would take good care better than i do, and i'm sure you have found your new love.

During the times together, i am really happy because i enjoy stonning with you at home although doing nothing, just hugging you beside me would be the nicest thing that i've ever own in my whole life. your warmth keeps me appreciated, no one sees me like you do, no one knows me well like you do.

kissing you has been the sweetest chocolate that i've ever taste in my life, you're my 1st and and you're my true love, althought i'm not your 1st love, but you showed me how is it like to be loved by the girl of my dreams.. i would have not walked the 1 year 8 months and 3 days with these kind of feelings alone..

holding your hands has always been in my dreams even before we were together, i wonder how is it like to hold a girl's hand, not any girl, but the girl in my dreams.. i wake up thinking that i am already yours back then.. my hands were numb, and when i hold the numbed hand with my other, how i wish that hand were yours..

waking you up every morning is a must for me because it was like you would need the hot water to melt the milo, and yes, you did melt my heart every morning, your sleepy voice has been the fluid to start my day during the times in taylors..

seeing you online has always been my past time, waiting for that green icon to turn green, and then to click on that name, no matter is it "hi", "yo" or "apa atas", i know we are going to chat till you finish work..

and when you're on the way back home, i would call you and you would always tell me how many traffic police officers are there and when you look at the traffic police officer and when he looks at you..

the times when we sip that coke in mcdonalds, the times when we shop together for groceries, the times when we were in the car going to kajang, the times when you hold my hand in the dark, the times when you would hug me in the dark when we were in the car at night while uncle chong was driving, the times when you would kiss my lips out of a sudden, the times when we sit at the swing in pj, the times when we listen to hitz and then laughing at the gotchaS, the tea sessions with the lamers, the times when you would ask me to stay longer when i would have to go, the times when i send you home and i long for that goodbye kiss, till the time when i leave your place, going home waiting for you to call asking me if i were home now, till the time when we would go anywhere together, till the time when people know us as one but not a different entity..

i love you ming shiu.

take care.

The 3rd Day; 2008

Introducing today's topic, "I can't get stones on the beach but this is what i think god gave me, something similar to the stone you gave me, the heart which you asked me to keep it for you, it is still with me now, although i don't wear it on me, but it has always been on my mind.. a sign from god.."


Please people, if you want to use the picture above, do give me credit and citation.. lol..

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A picture where i got that D&G from shanghai, not bad eh.. the material is definitely nice, or was it Penang, Batu Ferinngi.. ^^
And there you have, the cousins, year 2006 ah ma's birthday.. where all of us are really happy to see each other.. to go out together..
to drink (starbucks to hard liquor..)
to smoke, shh... no more now..
to eat supper always (chicken wings taman mutiara),
to game (ever since dota 5.84 till today's version; we're still together),
to work together (family business, always happy to work together),
to sleep (all cramping in ah mm's house mostly during chinese new year, from young!!)
to travel (all family trips to other countries, other states, and it never stops)
to share (every moment, experience together)
to complaint and blame (all the naggings from our parents together)


lol.. it'll be sooner than later we realize how fast we grew up, George failed his undang once, but not the second time, and later he'll be fetching xin dee to tuitions, YES! finally some air to breathe.. =) but i'm still happy to fetch u 2 idiots, no worries, i'm still and always ur idiotic brother.. hahaha..

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2007 Hair Cut; GC Hair Salon

2008 Head, Ipoh, why are you married with ur 1st child.. come out yam cha la.. yor...

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$292, 混一色

￥2536； 清一色 平湖

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good day and goodnight..

Tanned

I just hate people who ruines my plan.

Well, being tanned, not as tan as my cousin brother and the other fellow workers in sg siput, i think i look ________ (for me to know; for you to just catch a glimpse out of it)

I know what you guys think about the pictures taken above, lan si ma the face, like liu gao da like that ma is it? think of it, you've been working from 7am to 7pm, and then you rush down to KL and you reach at 1130pm, went to starbucks at 1230 and sat till 2am, sing k from 230am to 5am. and there you go, lan si because i'm quite stonned..

2008 resolutions of the cousins, no smoking allowed inside the K room, no smoking when we're on an outing with cousins, work hard, play even harder. one thing that my dad in 2008, there was no rejection in anything that i wanted to do after i've worked for him. i said i want to go penang, he suggested me to go back to kl, but if i were to insist on going there, he did allowed me to go.

okay, one funny thing is that when my dad asked me to go back kl to see my mom, and then i was like, ya wor.. really long time didnt see my mom and my grandparents liao, so yea, now i am in pj at the momment, was back home in cheras last night when i was like, okay, so my dad asked me to come home to see my mom ('s new car)... lame.. lol..

i now, officially, own, 9, the, satria, wahahahahahaaha... ever since the years in taylors.. finally i get that car.. gonna pimp it with ma cash.. but deng.. 40 cents of petrol ar.. i think i take bus better.. lol.. can save that money to buy something i like for myself.. need to treat myself better is one of my 2008 resolutions, now i would like to blame the petrol for taking away parts of my money and that i would have spent on food..

just joking.. lol.. another new resolution, stop blamming others if that's my own fault..

one last question to my readers, why i can't put the blame on others? do i have to sing that akon song, blame it on me? do i?

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going to low yat now to check out the latest tech toys..

bye bye..

good day and goodnight..

Happy New Year

little tipsy.. going home when we discovered the funny mirror in the k room.. lol