okay, back to reality, woke up alive, no scratch, still here, grateful that i live another day. i can still see, i can still hear, i can still feel ***********, i can still taste. then i think, it wasn't so bad afterall, life is so meaningful, i can't wait to go taiwan, and i still have many places that i want to go.
BUT!!!! it's the 1st day of year 2!! DAMN FREAKING GAN JONG WOR!!
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it does feel kinda weird.. walking back into this place.. but the feel is still the same, nothing has change that much during the past 3 months, i see the same people in my sem going into year 2, I'm seriously damn excited of going into Queensland, but their requirements are you've got to get at least a 2.5/4 cgpa.. why didn't i study harder?
the question that should be asked when i 1st step foot into this college.. but now i'm already asking it.. it's okay though if i get my year 2 subjects into a better great.. that is at least a C, no C-, it should be a C at least. or else i would have to retake the subject in UQ or over here..
i thought i was having about 5 - 6 C-s, phew.. it ain't.. only 1 C- (thanks again to the easy financial accounting1) and one stupid D (thanks to macroeconomics and my 轻敌 skills), now i push myself to the edge la.. damn.. if i can't go to UQ, why not go Sydney with my cousins? not a bad idea also har.. maybe i get to meet their girl friends.. kekeke....
see la richardlow.. always 轻敌, now u see what you get, yeah, 你得到的是一个吉. sitting down here in help using my new laptop.. chillin.. no need to rush home.. lol.. feels kinda.. i don't' know.. it's all about the computer now.. my new girlfriend.. dell xps.. such beauty.. haha..
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i don't understand why only when i come back, and then it's study time already ler hor.. then only i get sore throat.. and when I'm working that time, i was so afraid that i would fall sick, but thank goodness i did not.. feel so grateful to have survive the 2 months of work.
i think i have a dreaming disease, which is how i often drift away from what the lecturer is saying, the concentration part is so hard when i analyse what the teacher is saying infront, and i was surprise to have gone so far out of the topic into something else.. i often "slapped" myself back to the topic and when i am back, everything is like so different.
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gotta seriously use the N95 voice recorder in the class.. hopefully it does help.. and it is at least a backup for myself when i intend to drift away from what the teacher is saying.. sitting down here.. waiting for time to pass.. planning what should i be doing, looking at the course outline.. planning ahead.. how many A to score this sem.. argh..~~~ pressure..
UNIVERSITY of QUEENSLAND!!!
You're NEXT!
goodday and goodnight..
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