Fan Jin, I am always, people never change. I was the original myself, not the one being influenced by others. Damn

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe I'm the one
To build you up and tear you down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What I said when I left
Just left you cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you let me get the best of you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I shouldn't have started to run
A long, long time ago.
And you never thought you would doubt me,
You're better off without me
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of those months
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I've got through,
I did not get over you.

I took a hammer to these walls,
Dragging the memories down the hall,
You packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That I was never the best for you.

Well, you never saw it coming.
I should not have stopped believing
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt myself,
You're better off without me
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
Which you have spent those months
Putting your heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I've got through,
I was never over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should not have even started it
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over myself.
Well I got over myself.
I got over myself.
'Cause the day I thought I'd got through,
I am still waiting for you to forgive me.

Standartization versus Adaptation

Marketing 2nd Year, Sem 1, 2009, it is coming to an end, with tonight I will be going to support Manchester United from Live TV. It's not that we don't have the local sports that supports the football clubs in Malaysia, but then I just think that there are not enough publicity about the local football clubs, kicks, and whatsoever. Anyway, who cares. People just care about whether do they want to stay the same or adapt to new situations...

I love this semester, cause I've made alot of new friends. That's for now.

Sleeping Time.. Charging Energy for the Big Game.

Why is everything One and one is everything?

Some people think it's a little nuts to ask the question who am I, where you know the best answer for that question is I don't know. Why I am who I am, the thoughts living within me. Have been dreaming alot these few days, why dreams look so real and why reality is called reality and a dream is called a dream. Things can be what you think it is, in a dream, you still have to do something to achieve your dream, even if you dream of being a superhero, you still have to perform actions to get your results.

I used to think it is so good to just dream and do nothing, but now, I analyze again, in a dream I still have to move to get my goals. Whatever's possible in a dream, it is possible in reality. Vice versa, you want a change, believe it and thus make it happen. A restart button sometimes I asked for, but then a restart button already I was given at the start of this life. And I know that the best thing in life is to be loved by people around you.

This morning while I was driving my father's car to toyota for service, a taxi driver suddenly stopped his car in front of my father's car, I was just so angry and I started honking until I wished that I had a lorry's honk so that I can blast the windows of the taxi with the honk..... Just exagerrating. After all that, I put myself in the taxi driver's seat. And think to myself, if I am the taxi driver, would I be in the situation to stop the car just like that, a bonus thought of me being a "Malaysian".

I was motivated by the world's most influential people. To be on top you have to work your way from bottom up. I am lucky to have what I have. ....


To be continue

B, W, S

Take care of its people, and the business will take care of itself.

Pangkor Laut Resort

Flowers from Pangkor Laut Resort

The N95 did it again.

Good day, Goodnight.