Fan Jin, I am always, people never change. I was the original myself, not the one being influenced by others. Damn

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe I'm the one
To build you up and tear you down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What I said when I left
Just left you cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you let me get the best of you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I shouldn't have started to run
A long, long time ago.
And you never thought you would doubt me,
You're better off without me
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of those months
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I've got through,
I did not get over you.

I took a hammer to these walls,
Dragging the memories down the hall,
You packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That I was never the best for you.

Well, you never saw it coming.
I should not have stopped believing
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt myself,
You're better off without me
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
Which you have spent those months
Putting your heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I've got through,
I was never over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should not have even started it
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over myself.
Well I got over myself.
I got over myself.
'Cause the day I thought I'd got through,
I am still waiting for you to forgive me.